trash!

down hill,experiencing through uncountable obstacles. thousands and thousands of contemplations come across at a second of flash.wondering, marveling, pondering and keep puzzling every single thoughts that could be captured at that second. think! arguing and struggling with your inner self, fighting and stabbing oneself to shine for your own. logic? sane? relevant? no! no more, neither any one of them could be or ever be localised in those ways. irrational thoughts are overwhelmed the entire mind. why it's just hard to let it go?

living in such a way, is like living in such a waste. throw away the trash! empty your bin with those junk,undesirable qualities. who do you think you are? a king? yes, an idiot and pathetic king to yourself. ego makes you look like a donkey's ass. looking yourself like the highest is just a mirror of degradation. solving matters with anger? picking up every single mistakes of peers? winning in ridiculous arguments? those are as stupid as you are. is acceptance and tolerance really hard for you, my dear friend? is it? why would you want to live in such a way? or you are just simply escaping from the reality? we hear from you day by day but you had betrayed the meaning of peers. for now, at least we are peers still, please don't betray the beauty of it. they are all trash. you have no way to keep them all the way long.

down the memory lane, it is dark, couldn't recall them. accompanied by horrid feeling, fearful tears, and disastrous sweat had watered the flash of the body. another pathetic experience, broken heart, along with those regretful scenes. what a shame! are you going to crumble your dignity to them? what a shame, my dear friend! stand on your feet and proclaim your self-esteem. that was the last thing i ever told you, yet it's still fresh in my mind. however,now, you can never be the same. i think i know you but im still wondering the fact. you are like a stranger to me yet you presented a familiar self, sadly, i know you no more. im sorry! sorry for the scenes we brought to you, sorry for the influential factors from us. now, we are aware of our speech, our act and also the thoughts of us. we will never be the same like it was before.please, i urge you my friend, take away the negative and empty the trash bin. it has reversed the pureness of your mind and took away the precious friendship of us. please...........

awaken, gosh..........it's just a dream. but, it is so true that im actually experincing them in my life. i think i had wondered to much for that. it's still dark out there. and let it be dream again.good night!