worries

worries huh??

i bet all of us do have worries,don't you? what do worries bring to you? is it just only the feeling of restless, uneasy or just simply nervous when things went wrong. or maybe, it had turned you up side down, you can't do your work in the proper way, losing your rational, narrow thinking and so forth. so, what did worries mean to you?

i have a friend and worries mean a lot to him. he is a worrier. i knew this guy for quite sometimes and he is an origin of worrier. all i can say of him is, he worries. he seems to be worried for all the time,he never find peace in him, he is unsecured. to him, everything has three angles to look at, the front, the in between and the back. however, he always look at the back of everything. and we asked him, why? he said, the front part of the thing is what we can see. The in between part is something we not sure. But, the back part of the thing, is the scariest part, we never know what is it all about. due to this point of view, he has become a true worrier. Yet he is still a great friend of us.

there is a question in everyone of us after we get along with him for quite sometimes, for me i have forgotten how many times i did ask the same old question, why do you worry? but, i never ask this question for a period of time after the time we say goodbye to each other 2 years back. today, i was sitting alone on the sofa and enjoy a cup of hot Milo,out of sudden, i look at the door of my apartment and had a thought of this worrier. the thought was funny, but it also reflect the impact that this worrier left for us. the three angles of views of things, just like a door.

last time when we were at those children days, we never get worried. we just have the feeling of afraid but not worry. but, this fellow is different. he did get worried at those days, he worried about the homework that haven't completed, the teachers' mood, the coming examination and so on. frankly speaking, we don't care those things at all and think that he is one of his kind, so we seldom mixed around with him. fortunately, or unfortunately, we were in the same secondary school. woouoo...that time, more things for him to worry. i still remember there is once, we approach him and check him out, whether he is still the worrier. in our expectation, he is. and at that moment, he told us the door-concept of looking things. surprisingly, we didn't laugh instead we were sitting down and listen to him.

here the story starts, he said a door has 3 parts. first of all is the surface, this is the part where we can see, so do the problems that we will face, hence the solution is always be there. The second part of the door is the lock, whether the door is locked with its frame, that is the part. thus so does the problem that we are not sure how does the solution is. and the last part,is the back part of a door, we can't see what is behind it, it is beyond expectation and prediction, and so do the things that might happen to us.and here is the angle that he concerned the most. therefore, he get worried all the time.

since then, we never taken things easily. we think of the door when problem strikes. and,sometimes we help him to find solutions to get rid his problems.this is how our relationship is built. it might sounds like a drama, but honestly our life is a series of drama. ups and downs, that we can never expect. so directors, direct your plays well. cut!..well done!, that's all for this scene.