Brief Breath...

discontinue breathing... hunger, thirst for the refreshing air. letting effort to get completely burn and fight for every molecule of air...brief and rapid ventilation of lung seems to be the hardest thing to do. it is disturbing, both emotion and physical. rational mind seems never taken stood at that very fine second. it is the voluntary mindset that go against the auto-system. it is like the familiar story of Newton's. how can you stop the apple from falling down?? no you cant, eventually and practically!! perhaps, someday you can pause the working clock or stop every single unwanted particle enter your nostril. it is crazy, and impossible! you just have to keep go against your will, and take that idiotic breath, very brief and stupid breath. till it is fully exhausted and ceased in whole. sometimes, you just hope that the Ondine's curse will shower upon you. because once it is there, you just have to REMEMBER to breath!