metabolically idiot

ages by ages; time by time; day by day; moment by moment, i have come to a point where i had fallen into the great deep cavity and being metabolically processed to be an idiot.

i still remembered the 1st day of the lecture by Proff. Marya, he had quoted: "welcome into the great sea." by showing this picture to us:

as i said before i'm the idiot who had jumped into the sea. restless, uneasy feeling filled up the entire sphere, ruined up the ordinary sequence of life.

i cried for peace but it never being delivered, i shout for fun but it refuses to answer..........i'm being metabolically idiot. Like a feeling-less creature, never know, never cares whatever ups and downs which had surrounded me. all the senses has lost it's usage, and sensation of numb is the dominant feel of life.

the conquered wisdom, has limited me to seek for the knowing facts, the general occurrences,the precise answers and the ever true knowledge. i was dumbed.

i don't like to be like that, i want to run a way out; i want to regain my old fashion way of life. there is where the abundant of joy and rejoice over flow the ages and spring over my life. i have quoted this,

"life with books is, a bug's life.

life with joy is, the great happiness space"

my metabolic pathway of idiot-ship.

The End!