C'est la vie: looking forward

what i have seen? i see a long track right in front of me. and also, i see some blur images. what do they mean to me?i have cracked my brain and try to figure the out the vision and i have concluded them into a word- learn. basically, i have to learn, learn and keep learning.sounds terrible but it is the truth. the chosen track of mine is the way that i should lead on. this is the track that prepare my heart to move and look forward. thus, and my duty is to sharpen the blur images and identify them.

since the track has become visible to me in 5 years ago,and i have come to a point that i need to commit my full self into it. supprisingly,i never know that i can reach to this point after my failure in the past. i have fallen and fell deep in pain. but, luckily i never ignore it. if i have given up at that time i will never be what I'm now. may be compare to those great men out side there, my failure is just like a dust in the air. but, it is my turning point, the point where i learned to stand up from where i fall.the transformation point of mine.

the image!

i try to focus. i focus on the long track. and try to see the things that I'm looking for. but i see dozens of books, every book has the thickness at least 10cm. My Goodness! am i dreaming? no, is realistic, is real. however, i have accepted the fact. i keep focusing( sorry Shaun, lend me your face.haha....................

focusing..................

i also see rocks. what does it symbolize? rock is hard. yes, it is hard, the track is hard. but, i will try to look for the space in between them and search for the way to flow. this is the challenge, and i need to prepare myself for it. can i make it?