what if kenny didnt exits in past 5 years????

currently i am in butterworth, penang while dropping this post. 1st time for me to draw a post in other places out of my hostel.

strange huh?? don't you think so, why this post, about the existence of mine in past 5 years? i feel it is strange,seriously. but, 1 thing i can assure that is i m not under depression which actually can caused me to be doubtful in my own existence. do you ever think of that? if you had never think of it, why don't you think about it,your existence?

thank to shaun, he leads me to think about it.fine, i have to think about it. and, it is quite true and fun to think about it.to think what is the consequences will it had if i never exits in past five years, especially to the surroundings of mine.

and i would like to view back 3 years ago, when i was in form 4.

if kenny wasn't there..................

• perhaps my physics teacher is still teaching physics for upper secondary 4 and 5, not mathematics in transition classes and lower secondary 1.
• perhaps my class will be a little bit quiet and my friends can be more concentrate during teaching.
• perhaps the history class is like a history class
• even perhaps the title of 'the four intelligence' is never appeared

2 years ago, when i was in form 5

if kenny wasn't there.................

• perhaps my biology teacher is still teaching biology for upper secondary 4 and 5, even teaching form 6, not science for lower secondary 1 and 2.
• perhaps the class will never had a second marker for additional maths and history papers
• perhaps the class had less laughter
• perhaps there will be no 'tai di' during recess
• perhaps there will be no study group
• perhaps there will be no 'satellite' for rumours
• perhaps the title of ' the five intelligence', '4 sisters', '5 beauties',' the bananas' and etc are never there

wow...i feel guilty now....and i don't think i can continue it anymore. it makes me feel bad and makes me like a jerk.that's a lot of things i have done so far, directly or indirectly someone will be get hurt from me.seriously, i don't mean to hurt anyone of you, although sometimes i did. if i did hurt you before by any means of action.sorry to you all. but somehow rather this cant stop me, simply because i am who i am.haha....

by the way, for all the deeds above, for someone had joined the venture with me before. thank you and sorry. thank you for making these years lively. sorry for making you look bad from others.haha....

for past a year and this year..............anyone request for me to list down what i have done to you all?do respone.........