Saturday, December 22, 2007

Christmas Night

hey there, yes! it is over, really over, the examination is finally OVER.... and the holiday is officially ON, yippee!haha.....i gonna chill to the maximum for these holiday, don't care! em..before i go off, i would like to share a little bit of the Christmas night we had in my university...again, it is organized by the Levites and Friends of AIMST. i hope you still remember the Levites, it is in the older post of mine.as usual I'm the cameraman of the night, dozen of photos i have taken and these are some of them..please enjoy!

the crowds of the floor...........

sing it! Joy to The World..............

the singers!

the choir

the dancing queens

hey!wait.let us take some snaps......


kenneth and i

wow!come on 1,2,3.4........go, spin it!spin it!............

the peak....Feliz Navidad.........

the VC

my batchmates, friends and me, myself
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And last but not least, I wish you all, Merry Christmas And Happy New Year!

the church members and the cameraman

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

it gonna over

the time has come for the examination to drop a full stop. it gonna over sooooooooooooooooooon! haha.........................after days and nights of battle and struggle, finally it is being rounded up with smiles and hugs of relaxation. the examination hall is like the dark dungeon, the invigilators are like the full armed guards, guarding the dungeons, their eyes are just like the hunting black hawk, shine ad sharp, staring at us all the time. and, by tomorrow around the same time as now, we will be set free. the freedom has come back to us. my long lost companion, i'm glad for your return. oh...the tears of happiness had flowed. oh mind, what is this? what am i doing? what am i saying? anyway, i'm really glad for the examination to end,really! who doesn't, right? up right next is non other than Christmas Day. Ho Ho Ho............Merry Christmas!haha...........my Christmas in my university.
that's all? where are the people? haha.............up next!erm.........coming soon............choew for study.cya!

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

schadenfreude

oh schadenfreude....
you make me like an annoying evil chap.
my laughter brings in a violence troop of army,
marching towards the fighting field.
battle horns and trumpets blast all the way long,
breaking the silence of peace.
oh no, schadenfreude....
you have turned me to a hatred beast.
my voice is just like a swarm of killer bees,
flying around in the clean air,
waiting for the poor to approach,
and seize their lives by the deadly sting.
schadenfreude....
you have make me evolved to a cold blood man,
my thoughts mirrored the killing disaster.
like the giant wave strike on the coast,
and show no mercy.
like eruption of the angry volcano,
and sweep around with the flaming lava.
you, schadenfreude....
away from me, i shall bow to you no more.
i will rebuild my own nation with great mercy.
and one day,you shall bow to love and care.
your throne will be tore and slit apart,
for the peace and love will overthrone yours,
schadenfreude.
and i will see you no more!

Sunday, December 9, 2007

study week

examination countdown- 9 days to go.
Christmas day countdown-16 days to go
new year countdown-22 days to go
course restart-42 days to go
Chinese new year -59 days to go
1st continuous assessment- 110 days to go.
haha.................these are the major events coming up.

when somehow you feel that there is tension around due to examination stress, study stress, or any form of stress, please stop and give your self a break. Go and have fun.haha.......my motto for this study week. but,must remember where is your desk, and come back for study. drive your way. or ,the classic way to advice, ' the future is in your hand'.
PIKOM PC Fair is here at Sungai Petani. held in CS( centre square), our 'Gurney Plaza'.....haha.
i went there yesterday, but is kind of disappointment to me and my friends in the sense of price, varieties of hardware, small size fair and so on. but still attract lots of local folks...

That's it. and the handsome Sikh in the pic is my batchmate.haha......he too being attracted to it.haha.....

next, we went for the movie 'The Golden Compass'. no comment from me about the show. just watch it for leisure.

Final touch. to the 'wai sek kai' of sungai petani for dinner and we found this.



'Char keuh tiaw'- this aunty em....specifically grandma......haha.....has 40 years of experience of frying 'kueh tiaw' -------secret recipe is what she had. one of the interesting point is she is still using coal as fuel.the one and the only one is SP.


a wooden box full of coal.

that's the first day we spent for this study week........up next.......STUDY lah.................

end............

Friday, December 7, 2007

Survival

hey! now is 2.am. rainy day. it is cold and humid out side there. supposing i should lay on my bed and rest my day in this superb weather. but, my roommates and i still staying awake and doing our own things. face to face with our laptop. shaun is scrolling on people' blog, ke wei is looking for songs and download them, zai yi is hunting for Internet game and as for me, non but blogging and listening to the old Christmas song. ' i dreaming on the white Christmas....................'

yeah, Christmas season is here, my mind is blasted with all kinds of Christmas songs. can't wait for the day to come, 'hohoho.........Merry Christmas.'

as the silence night has not at its rest, and the quietness of its has been broken by the noisy amphibians. then, i flesh back for some moment. a year plus,i have been in this University located in a small town of Sungai petani,kedah, and planted in a rural area of Semeling Town. small but huge to explore, it is beyond my expectation that there is actually a medical university in it. however, small town less life style. at here, the shops start to close at 8pm and by 10pm, Semeling Town is at its entire rest of day. only left 1 or 2 shops are on its running. Out of my surprise too, i have seen great Indians' population here, lots of them. Puri, chapati, canai, tossei, various types of curry, are basically our daily meal. what can you expect from them? i asked my self over thousand times. and still not satisfied with my own self comfort. 'please adapt to it, over 5 years you will able to love the delicious and unique taste of them'. surviving!

It is all about the surviving skill.as life goes on here, a firm foundation must be laid.


The things that you will come across here.

  1. Great population of Indians-'mini india'
  2. Various 'species' of Indians, Punjabi, Tamil, Telegus, Malayalees and Sikhs

  3. Language- Tamil, Punjabi...........(try to understand)

  4. Different slang and accent of the lecturers. sometimes, you will find it funny but pay attention don't mess around with them.

  5. Typical Malaysian working style-top 'efficiency' in management.

  6. Lots of talking session. basically you must talk.

  7. Laugh as mush as you can-although sometime is lame

  8. Food- daily menu: curry, curry and curry....vegetable in curry, curry soup, curry chicken, curry fish, curry...........................

  9. Entertainment: Indian songs blast every corner-'auto alarm clock'

  10. Religious place- Hindu deities.......Rama, Krishna,Ganesha..............


those are the ten basic things you will take into account when you step in to this university. frankly speaking, i never mix or even know about Indians till i come here. In Sarawak,Indian has a minimal population. that's why i was shock to see lots of Indians when i first step into this university. but overall i still manage to know their style and culture.

as i said, small town less life style. so, in order to keep my teenage life with full of excitement and interesting especially during these study years. i have come out with an ultimate surviving plan in order to stay lively in here.
  1. Adapt yourself to the shpere

  2. do not isolate yourself

  3. go and make friends-lots of friends-better still if you can get friends around Malaysia

  4. know your holidays well

  5. plan your holidays well-go and explore around

  6. finished your work loads before you go off
  7. flexible to your schedule

  8. listen and try to accept your friends' opinion

  9. sharing is caring

  10. mind your surroundings

  11. concentration during lectures

  12. know your class's veteran and patron or dominant

  13. run your own budget planning

  14. encourage each of your friends to study

  15. have some games for leisure

  16. organise some interesting activities-during festival season

  17. consult to your friends if you undergo stress-any form of stress

  18. 'joker and joke'-my favorite

  19. listen to your friends and understand them

  20. 'Get Some Life'
haha...that's my commission for the surviving plan. during the coming years, i will try my very best to keep our lives as interesting as possible. 5 years of studies, it gonna be long and draggy. therefore, we learn, we dream and we play. That's life

Accomplishments.........

my days in my study year 2006/2007

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

love talk:the science of love

sparks fly, surrounded by the sweet romance, yes!, I'm in love. Do you ever think that falling in love is come from a chemical-drip,drip- reaction in your body? can you control the feeling of love?

white chocolate, colorful roses, lovely piggy or 'bear-bear' soft toys, candle-light dinner, Valentine day.....the perfect complementary sets to express your unshaven love to your love ones. thus, the point to ponder is, why it is so? what is the cause to trigger a person to execute those planning? it is the, nature, tradition, wisdom or the chemical reaction inside the person's body?

love is essential, it is then known as the intentionally respond to promote well-being. over centuries, love had been widely used as the theme of art works, poems, songs, plays, literature, global operations, politic statements, and even the studies of science,

in the past century, love had been greatly explored in the science researches and studies. in biological findings, love (as sex) is viewed as a mammalian drive, like hunger and thirst. on the other hand, in psychology, love sees more as social and cultural phenomenon. further on, all these research papers had been led into neuroscience studies which summed up love, as a chemical reaction occurred in the system of the human body. there are probably elements in both views- the chemical of body, hormones and pheromones, certainly had influenced a person's feeling of love. researches and MRI scan had shown the result of the human brain when it is in love. therefore, the science database of love is debatable against the nature proclamation of love.

in 1992, a book- The Anatomy of Love- had drawn out the three main phases of love. 1st- lust.2nd-attraction and 3rd- attachment. inside it's finding,it had stated that when person is about to fall in love, he or she must undergo the stage of lust which is the basic sexual instinct. then, the person will upgrade to another phase, the attraction phase where the plannings and doings to express love took place. After that, he or she will move on to the third phase, the attachment.here, the couple of love ones will change the form of romantic love into liking, or from consummate to companionate. in these stages, different types of hormone involved in order to change the sparks of love to passionate love.

in 2006, an article in National Geographic- Love: The Chemical Reaction,- had discussed the love and the responsible of chemicals. In it's discussion, love is drove by two major drives - the sexual desire and the attachment. and, sets of chemical had took place to generate love.

Love = Cocktail of Hormones

from the equition above, hormones are the basic algebra. Hormone is the chemical messenger which giving out signal from one cell to another through blood stream. and the route for this traveler is the endocrine system. the master coordinator of the hormonal activity in mammals is the hypothalamus acting on input it receive from the central nervous system.

The Central Nervous System of Human


Due to the brain is the master coordinator, every single signal sent must come through it. Brain control your feeling, love for instance. when a person is falling in love, the brain will send sets of signal to cause a certain stimulation of hormones and this causes various types of effects, for example, when you see your love one, your heart will beat faster without your consent.

Now let us see, what types of hormone will cause us fall and stay in love.

  • Testosteron and Estrogen-sex drive hormones
  • Adrenaline -The initial stages of falling for someone activates your stress response, increasing your blood levels of adrenalin and cortisol. This has the charming effect that when you unexpectedly bump into your new love, you start to sweat, your heart races and your mouth goes dry.
  • Dopamine-This chemical stimulates ‘desire and reward’ by triggering an intense rush of pleasure. It has the same effect on the brain as taking cocaine!
  • Serotonin-One of love's most important chemicals that may explain why when you’re falling in love, your new lover keeps popping into your thoughts
  • Oxytocin- is a powerful hormone released by men and women during orgasm.
    It probably deepens the feelings of attachment and makes couples feel much closer to one another after they have had sex. The theory goes that the more sex a couple has, the deeper their bond becomes.
  • Vasopressin-another important hormone in the long-term commitment stage and is released after sex.

Overview-

The concept of love, however, is a rather debatable one. Some deny the existence of love, stating that it is a recently invented abstraction. Humans, being what they are, can't help themselves; they will make the same errors in judgment repeatedly, and continue to fall in "love". Love remains as a mystical theory: the science of love. Thus, whether a relationship will last or not can be determined by science.

Summary:
Hormones>>>>>Love>>>>>Sex>>>>>Reproduction

Monday, December 3, 2007

i am back.

i am back here in the blogshpere,haha..............
finally i have liberated from the work loads..........lots of them........good bye WORKS!
however, this week gonna be my last week of lecture, and in two weeks time, Mr. Exam is coming. so, i need to go back to the old school fashion, study!
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days...........
passing like the moving train,
speedy yet draggy.
happy hours never seems long and stay.
always ended fast and quick.
the day has come to meet its throne,
and the suffer is always on the poor weak servants.
oh, days..........
rushing like the water fall.
please pause and wait.
take your time to come to us,
never hasten and hustle for departure.
let your servants be well in prepared,
and, one day
let the blasting horns symbolize the grand welcoming of thou.
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haha..dont know why i come out with that, so called poem also. it just played out from my mind so i just get it recorded.
once a while!no harm!.......my hostle life....

when you get bored...........this is what you can do..........'name design'