be right back

the day after 3 weeks, i will be placed in the grand examination hall and be examined. 3 months of studies, dozens moment of pleasure. haha...nah just kidding!
but partially is true. when examination is approaching, the complementary set of assignment, projects, work log and assessment will be served along too. who the ___ on earth run the show in this way? now, my mind,my soul and my strength are flooded by those work loads. thousand of words for each assignment.if can, copy and paste is the most brilliant idea. but, it couldn't work in such a way, too bad, right? haha... so, i will be leaving my blog for a few days or even a week and will be right back as long as i finished my workssssssssssssssss.
while works are randomly accomplishing............

Tarantula?~~~~~ no, just a common species of spider that you can find anywhere.

oh, come ye, faithful servants.

Bye!.............................................................

a welcome speech

before i finished up the study in love talk, i would like to address to you all the new blog of us , a photo blog named Life Through Images. it is officially launched at 14 November 2007. the blog is basically blog on stories of us or anyone which is reflected from the photos we captured. for more understanding please log on to http://www.life-through-images.blogspot.com/ . in here,you are able to visualize the conversation between life and pictures. How does it work? please join us, and we will bring you to experience the other part of world.

love talk

4 hours, 1 project.........amazing huh! but, not impressive.

yet, somehow we kind of used to the way we do things. s-l-o-w~~~~ and steady. really slow but effective. we have been given this project 5 weeks ago, perhaps. however, we just get started the work today and finished it off in 4 hours and ended at 3 p.m. sharp. a huge risk to take. so, boys and girls please don't follow our path.if you insisted to mimic the steps of us, you may try.

the given topic, sexuality and family. what is that? no clues, no idea and leave us alone,hanging in the middle of no way. how do we suppose to get it started? well, i just get to know the whole picture of this topic in that 4 hours.

sexuality huh? sexual acts, behaviour, practice, style and bla.bla.bla.....fit it with whatever you can think of. love and sex is the fundamental key which we should take into account. can you see the connection in inner part of them? pretty interesting isn't it?

everything starts from the beautiful word called 'love'. love seems very powerful and mighty. that's a song named 'love changes everything'. it sings ."love, love changes everything......" so, how does actually love interfere the humans kingdom? how does love change the world? what is the microscopic bonding between love and sex? series of question can be generated from it.

love defines as a strong feeling to somebody that you are sexually attracted to. from it's very definition, we can see that love is directly link with sex. love is a form of feelings and here come it's best friend 'lust', a type of desire, which can turn romance to strong sexual desire. and desire is the bridge to proceed to the world of sex. can you guys see the link?

love is pure, the pureness of love delivers the true romance. on the other hand, lust is the other way round, it delivers the urge of having sex or more. when this is directed to the field of discussion, the sexuality philosophy will be approached. sexuality philosophy looks into 2 particular ways, conceptually and normatively.

Conceptual analysis is carried out in the philosophy of sexuality in order to clarify the fundamental notions of sexual desire and sexual activity. On the other hand, normative philosophy of sexuality inquires about the value of sexual activity and sexual pleasure and of the various forms they take.

from this point of view,the definition and the philosophy of sexuality it selves, had already shown a series of connection from the human’s sex behavior to the desire or the style of sexuality of a human being.

Love->Lust->Desire (thoughts and value)->Sex

so, the question has bounced back to us once again, what is the mean of love? and also, can sex practically express love? how does the feeling of love being stimulated in the body of human beings? can love be subjected to science explanation or the nature proclamation?

.........................................................to be continued..............

the taste not taken

this is another dedication post, particularly for the beautiful soul- kennethwongpk.blogspot.com.

yes the taste not taken.....................

here it flows..................

taste,
countless taste the soul had tried,
yet the pleasing taste has not come to him,
playing hide and seek with all alone.
waiting seems like the best way through,
but, the feeling of heart is still empty and hollow.

sorry, for the slow passing waiting path.
somehow it might slice your heart apart,
but the precious taste is yet to come.
waiting is still the wisest move,
try to fill up the hollowness of room
with the trumpet of joy and bliss.

bitterness seems mirroring the most reluctant one,
carving telling full of painfulness.
the taste broke the glassy heart of man,
yet the man seeks the pupose of growth inside of it.
every passing like millions light years away,
and the taste will be bitter less then free.

sour took place in space of heart,
when cocktail of acids showering on the unshielded heart.
Reflection of sadness being seen crystal clear,
yet shading away by the free flow tears.
comfort and soothe are the healing pills,
cleansing the sourness in the sense of taste.

fiery taste boiled the pot of excitement,
hot and spicy dries away the well of deception
Fun and joy flooded the room of emptiness,
shinning teeth shine brightly in the mist of joyful scenes.
the taste too, lead you across the deadly boundary
and set you in the flame of agony.

for the taste not taken,
seems sweet and pleasing well.
sweetness meld the frozen heart of souls.
can't wiat for the time to taste, the taste not taken.
sweet, everlasting sweetness, come ye,
for the soul is waiting for thee.

be hail, the taste not taken
the journey is still long and far,
endless point can't be seen on path,
and the taken path is the way he leads,
hallow the soul for what he did,
until he had arrived to taste, the taste not taken.

i have full filled my promise to you, my friend, i hope you will understand what does it mean. for 19 months i have known you as my friend, and uncountable things that i have seen you went through with. so, i think i have the need to summarize them up and dedicate it to you, as i wrote the taste not taken to you. enjoy reading it and let me know if you had tasted the precious taste of all, sweet.

a dedication post

hello, creatures, human beings and the most beloved friends of mine...

in this precious time, i would like to grab this wonderful opportunity just to deliver my wishing to you all, who are having their examination in SPM, STPM, term-examination, final examination or whatever form of examinations you can have, Good Luck and All The Best in your strike.

everything is just like the passing shadows,

fleshing through every angle and dimension.

once,it was in the hurry and rush,

but now it has no turning back.

the sound of the ticking clock seems approaching,

ticking with a harmony pace.

for the time is here in present,

avoid never seems exits then.

do the best for what you can,

and the wishing trumpet will blast till victory made.

so, my friends go ahead to show your power and strength. go and tell the examiners 'here i am, give me the papers for i have ready for them'..haha..all the best and luck, friends................加油！

path of life

a sense, a feel

makes things look whatever they are.

a thought, a notion

gives the precious turning point.

a look, a glance

capture the finest of the awaken.

a smile, a laugh

grabs back the memorable moments.

a fight, a cry

teaches the need of unity.

a thank, a hug

shows the truthful appreciation.

a guilt, a fault

causes a man to grow.

a line, a stroke

seems marking the view-less separation.

a why, a how

is the remaining doubts to solve.

a wish, a greet

simbolizes the ever sopportting rock.

a stop, a dot

is where i make

'the end'.

KL via Penang

hello there, the self-declared deepavali break will be ended in 2 days time.so, before get myself back to the study-sphere, i would like to take a little moment to share my travel during this break.yup, KL via Penang. yeah, in the last post, i was in Butterworth, Penang, and wondering about my existence in past 5 years. and now, i am back to my campus. sitting on this semi-cushioned office chair and drafting this post. time flies and this reminded me, our final exam is just 1 month ahead.wow...but not shocking at all.haha....okk..back to the trip,KL via Penang.

it was a sudden plan, we don't really think either plan about it at all.so, preparation wise, em....not so..but, it is another fantastic trip and it has been recorded in Moment.

date:4th November 2007.

time:0900.

departure:AIMST University.

arrival:Butterworth

destination: Penang Island/Seberang Prai.....

yup, Penang again, now i need to reconsidering Penang as my 2nd home.how about that...ahaha..
this time, not going anywhere just stick around at Bayan Lepas area and Queen's Bay Mall.hanging around, watch movie, meeting friends and em......forgotten what i have done there.

so, let me introduce to all of you another happening place of Penang.happening as in food not the place where everyone seems to be shaking, dancing,jumping,spinning and whatever they can do. if you want to know, let me tell you secretly....the places are at penang upper road. haha.....so, the happening place, Steamboat Buffet

a good place for tea time, ' old town cafe'

the kl trip
the 3rd home of mine.haha....once again i have come back to this fast motion city,KL.em..nothing much we have done there, as usual hanging around and seeking for something special.
new mall, Pavilion KL.here what we got there..the J-CO Donuts and Coffee, this is the1st branch in Malaysia based in 1 floor of Pavilion KL, originate from Indonesia.

ok...we have done here..proceed to another interesting place Coliseum Cafe and Hotel.
it is a steak house aged 86 year-old. started at 1921 till now.wow...known as the oldest steak house in Malaysia.this classic restaurant located at Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman.





happy moments usually pass fast....that's all from me for this time .maybe next time i will bring more about special places and food in my coming post...cya...

at pudu raya bus station..the snap which mark the end of the trip..see you KL......

what if kenny didnt exits in past 5 years????

currently i am in butterworth, penang while dropping this post. 1st time for me to draw a post in other places out of my hostel.

strange huh?? don't you think so, why this post, about the existence of mine in past 5 years? i feel it is strange,seriously. but, 1 thing i can assure that is i m not under depression which actually can caused me to be doubtful in my own existence. do you ever think of that? if you had never think of it, why don't you think about it,your existence?

thank to shaun, he leads me to think about it.fine, i have to think about it. and, it is quite true and fun to think about it.to think what is the consequences will it had if i never exits in past five years, especially to the surroundings of mine.

and i would like to view back 3 years ago, when i was in form 4.

if kenny wasn't there..................

• perhaps my physics teacher is still teaching physics for upper secondary 4 and 5, not mathematics in transition classes and lower secondary 1.
• perhaps my class will be a little bit quiet and my friends can be more concentrate during teaching.
• perhaps the history class is like a history class
• even perhaps the title of 'the four intelligence' is never appeared

2 years ago, when i was in form 5

if kenny wasn't there.................

• perhaps my biology teacher is still teaching biology for upper secondary 4 and 5, even teaching form 6, not science for lower secondary 1 and 2.
• perhaps the class will never had a second marker for additional maths and history papers
• perhaps the class had less laughter
• perhaps there will be no 'tai di' during recess
• perhaps there will be no study group
• perhaps there will be no 'satellite' for rumours
• perhaps the title of ' the five intelligence', '4 sisters', '5 beauties',' the bananas' and etc are never there

wow...i feel guilty now....and i don't think i can continue it anymore. it makes me feel bad and makes me like a jerk.that's a lot of things i have done so far, directly or indirectly someone will be get hurt from me.seriously, i don't mean to hurt anyone of you, although sometimes i did. if i did hurt you before by any means of action.sorry to you all. but somehow rather this cant stop me, simply because i am who i am.haha....

by the way, for all the deeds above, for someone had joined the venture with me before. thank you and sorry. thank you for making these years lively. sorry for making you look bad from others.haha....

for past a year and this year..............anyone request for me to list down what i have done to you all?do respone.........

while alone.......

deepavali is near, just a week ahead from now. and my university had declared a week holiday for that festive celebration. how great it is? happy faces can be seen every corner of my university. students are going back to their dearest home town. lecturers are returning to their lovely mother land. as for me,just sitting down on this semi cushion office chair and facing the outdated laptop of mine, recording all these deepavali celebration scenes into my blog. great right?hm..........no idea.............

it is a starless, quiet,calm and peaceful night. the unstoppable noises used to be in my room, seem to be vanished in the thin air. the laughter of mine and the fellow friends no more can be heard tonight. all of them have gone............the only thing that can be heard this night is just the chripling of the crickets. sharp yet synchronise nosies of them had broken the silence of tonight...................

nothing much can be done, just staring at the dark sky from my window and feel the gentleness of the wind, blowing upon my face....how calm and pleasant it is?

by the way, i will off to somewhere else for my deepavali break. i just feel free to drop by and leave a few lines here before i went off...haha.......

To all my Indian friends who are going to celebrate Deepavali, i wish you all Happy Deevapali and Happy Holiday........enjoy your selves! cya......